The Art of Remembering Who We Are

I have just returned from fifteen days in Europe. I visited my late husband’s aunt in Switzerland, reconnected with dear friends in The Netherlands, and spent quiet, soul-centered time alone in Paris. This trip felt different from any other. It was both grounding and awakening, as if each place reflected something I needed to remember about who I am becoming.

In Switzerland, I wandered through beautiful scenes, ancient streets, and an organic market held inside a working prison. The stillness there carried a quiet strength and reminded me how healing begins when we reconnect with the past and with the earth. It was humbling to witness purpose, service, and nourishment existing side by side.

In The Netherlands, I slowed down. I shared exploration, long meals, and meaningful conversations with friends who understand rhythm and rest. One of them, a color coach, spoke about how each hue holds a vibration that can guide us through change. I have felt something in me soften of late. My connection to color, texture, and tone is shifting, as if my spirit has been reorganizing itself into a new palette.

Paris became my spiritual mirror. I spent time in ancient churches built on sacred geometry, where silence felt alive and every ray of light through stained glass carried intention. Each cathedral seemed to whisper that alignment is not something we chase but something we remember when we are still enough to listen and just be.

I returned to my favorite crystal shop, a place that blends astrology, numerology, and energy of the stones into personalized readings. I had my report created there in 2023 and have been slowly gathering the stones it recommended for my path. The woman who greeted me this time told me that I am now asking for the energy of opal, the stone of my soul. I sat quietly with several pieces and felt both the pull and my deep hesitation. Two stones called to me, but their weight and cost stirred resistance. I recognized that resistance as my own block to receiving. I chose to honor the energy of opal in other ways until I feel ready to hold one of those stones on my journey.

Later that day, I met a man who creates colognes based on numerology. Each fragrance is designed for a specific personal year. I wore a sample through the day and could not stop thinking about it. Before dinner, I rushed to his shop to purchase one for myself and one for my husband. He is in his 3 year, a time of creativity and outward expression. I am in my 9 year, a cycle of release and preparation. The fragrance felt like the embodiment of completion and renewal at once.

As I approach my fifty-sixth year, I understand more clearly why this moment feels so full of transition. Spiritually, it is known as the wisdom cycle, the beginning of a new life phase where all that has been learned becomes embodied truth. Saturn calls for integration, Uranus invites freedom, and Human Design names it the role model stage, when life shifts from proving to being. It is the threshold of maturity and mastery, not as a destination but as an unfolding of energy and light.

Throughout the trip, I walked through ancient towns, visited quiet chapels, and sat in sacred spaces where geometry and intention seemed to meet. I lit candles for those I love and felt my heart open to what is next. My pleas were no longer about asking for clarity but about trusting what is already here.

Since coming home, I have been moving more slowly. The fatigue feels deeply spiritual, as if my entire body is recalibrating to what my soul already knows. I feel a strong pull to declutter my life, to release the excess, and to make space for what feels alive. My research for the Cellular Remembrance Method continues, but it is evolving slowly. It feels less like collecting knowledge and more like awakening a memory and deep alchemy. I am listening for what wants to emerge rather than trying to build what I think should exist.

I am a Generator in Human Design, a Cancer sun with Scorpio rising and moon. My path is one of nurturing, transformation, and truth. This next chapter is teaching me that true guidance comes through embodiment, not effort. My work is no longer about offering what I have learned but living what I know.

As I prepare to open my "Heal Teeth Naturally" Facebook Group on November 11, I feel the beginning of a new season. The group will be a bridge between science and spirit, between body and remembrance. It will hold the same frequency that is guiding me now: slower, deeper, and more present.

If you are reading this, I invite you to walk beside me as I cross this threshold. The path ahead feels tender and luminous, and I am choosing to meet it with trust and unconditional love. May we each remember that change is not loss. It is arrival. And every return, to body, to purpose, to truth, is a homecoming to the self we were always meant to be.